Ben Pettit

So often we put these fronts up around ourselves. We try to be someone were not. Maybe its to impress someone. Or maybe were so scared that if we our ourselves that someone may be critical of who we are. Because at that point it cuts into our in most being. It cuts us at the core of who we are. I think we’re so frightened of rejection that we cannot be ourselves. We pretend to like popular music because that’s what is popular. Its hard to be criticized when your into the normal. I’m a musician. I’m not normal. I like weird music. Most of all, I like things that are meaningful. I like things that are funny. Not the vulgar type of funny. More like the funny a child would make. I think of my twin nieces. Something just so adorable your just can’t help but to smile. You can’t help but love it.

I don’t know what the Lord has for me. But one thing I have learned in the past couple weeks is I will always aspire to be something greater than I am. Even if it doesn’t make me the most money. What do I really care? God already promised he would take care of everything I need. I can literally sit back and wait for him to move. Patiently wait. Sit back and enjoy the stillness. Enjoy peace. Enjoy Love.